build your beautiful self

I am sitting in a café. Where does life take you when you are on a path? It takes you down the path and shows you lessons that you apparently needed to learn. If you take a look at the road to date, has it been easy, pleasant, smooth? Or has it been chaotic, hellish, and rough enough to beat the crap out of you?

My road has had many moments where I have felt that the bruises would never heal from the beating that I took. But here I sit.

I am broken, beat up, torn down, and only a sliver of what I was remains. I am also healing, pulling up my bootstraps, and empowered.

What an interesting combination.

I saw a glimpse of what my life could have ended up like if I would have chosen a different path. It was not pretty. I have many things to be grateful for now. However this path is not without fault and frustrations. There are different pains in this path and it makes me wonder if I am a glutton for punishment. The flip side of the coin is that my life was meant to help people. Maybe I needed these lessons in life to be a provider of experience.

I am about to go be in the presence of Tony Robbins at an event that Isagenix is putting on and I was able to put together last minute with the help of friends and my husband for next to no cost. I am emotional. I don’t know what to expect, and I am excited and scared at the same time. I need a new outlook on life. Hopefully my motivations will come forth and my path will become clear when I am back.

I hope to come out with perspective. You all are seeing a transformation in the works. I am letting go. Out with the old and in with the new. Time for renewed sense of purpose and to let the story out.

Cheers to revelations and to ushering a new era of prosperity