build your beautiful self

The title says it all. The past has a lovely way of coming into the present and affecting your future.

The past has come into my life once again. This time to be wiped out for good. It will not come at me again in this way.

The feelings and emotions of the past are strong. They pull on my heart strings and make me all emotional 😂😪

I realize that they are only a tiny second in the breadth of your entire life. One small piece of a very broad span. Insignificant, time wise, but yet they can linger.

Lingering pasts consume the present. They hijack your future by consuming your thoughts and in turn, your time in the present.

This robs you of time that could be better spent on productivity, then dwelling.

I am leaning into my past right now to push it out and no longer be interrupted by it.

It is hard. It is emotional. It is temporary suffering. I choose to call it a bud, because the bloom will be spectacular!